Good Enough

Have you ever felt being left behind? In everything? Career? Personal life? Financially?

Have you ever felt that everyone is moving on with his life and here you are, left behind.

Are you really left behind?

They said, there’s a season.

When?

No one knows.

But today, what are you doing?

Are you doing something that might lead you to not be left behind?

Not by everyone but by the person in your head.

“Huli man daw at magaling, maihahabol din.”

If you feel like you’re not good enough then be good enough.

Be good enough until you convinced yourself that you are good enough.

Phenomenon

People should learn how to detach themselves from anything that pained them. The process is difficult but learning how to be detached from surreal ideas keeps a person not away from pain but to handle the feeling well. It helps a person to channel his energy into something productive. Once you are focused doing things for yourself, it might be a new hobby, a more challenging task at work or simply getting involve on things which you find interesting is a good way to start, you’ll tend to appreciate the phase that you are in right now.

FOCUS IN THE NOW. Listen to people’s ideas, drop the unhelpful thoughts and absorb and reflect on the helpful ones.

Be true to yourself, you are in pain. It hurts so bad because you have no control over it. You can’t change the situation and the only thing you can do is to face the reality that things are not happening the way you want it.  That no matter how much efforts you give, it seems that it would never be enough to get what you want.

Nothing is wrong with you. It’s how you perceive things and your stubbornness that are wrong. Listen, you cannot change a person’s feelings towards you. You can never dictate a person to feel what you want him to feel. And thinking about it all day long is not the right way of handling the process.

LET GO.   You must let it go. Stay focused in the now. Exactly at this very moment, think of what you can do. Exercise? Read a book? Meet a friend? Spend time with yourself? Set goals? Just think of the now, not about tomorrow, not about the future, not about regrets from the past. Inhale. Focus on what you are doing. Don’t think of what might go wrong. Don’t think of not having your heart’s desires.

LET LIFE DO ITS THING. Phenomenon happens for certain reasons. Series of events, human made or not but it does happen in an instance surprisingly without any delay. It shatters life. Catastrophically, changes our plans. Everyone’s life is a series of phenomena, abrupt, life threatening, earth shocking and catastrophic. But phenomena are interesting. It could be tested without even knowing the result of several hypotheses. That propositions can be like people. Some will be solidified through experimentation and some will be nullified, some would stay because we are still curious as to how they affect the phenomena. We postulate hypotheses; we theorize until one’s curiosity is satisfied.

Our feelings, how we associate love to people, how we curiously observe the details, how we cling onto our subjective hypotheses without scientific basis, without being tested, without statistical support will reach a conclusion but now just be in the process…

New Watch

I learned that no matter DSC_0215_1how valuable time is, we will always be willing to waste it for the person we love. It makes waiting significant and each day that passes by becomes just a part of our lives. That we must live day by day for the shared memories belongs in the past.

But the present always reminds us of the emotions that we felt before. Sometimes, we really don’t leave sadness; instead, we let it swallow the day. We can’t live now because we are stuck in yesterday’s regret.

At the moment, happiness is starting to re-introduce itself to me. Time is a tool that cannot measure love and is never an assurance of joy.

Love is indeed immeasurable. It knows no boundaries and requires no time. It only happens at the moment. It lives neither in the past nor in the future. What I learned is we can only love today because we only have memories from the past and hopes in the future. Now, it’s either hate or love. I choose the latter.

Desk Organizer

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I really feel the need of having a desk organizer because my desk has always been messy. They said it reflects your personality.

Does it mean that my life is also messy? I don’t know but I feel like I have been trying to organize things but it ends up being unfavorable to me.

I realized that just like my desk, I should gradually fix life. I should focus on bettering myself a little more. It sounds weird but no one can ever take happiness away from you except yourself. It’s you alone that would make things better. People just become a part of your happiness but they can neither give nor take it away from you.

We always believe that there are people who will stay in our cluttered lives and will understand our chaotic selves. However, making these people stay depends on us alone. It would depend on how we would try to fix things. As of the moment, I would focus on fixing my desk first.